36 weeks

This past weekend I have been in and out of the hospital. I went in on Saturday because I was feeling alot of pressure on my chest and it was getting kinda hard to breath. I also felt like passing out. So to the ER i went... found out that I was actually contracting every 4 Min's. and I was 2-3cm dilated. The RN asked on a scale of 1-10 how bad are the contractions. I had to laugh because I didn't even feel the contractions I felt more pressure on my chest than anything. I was excited that Nolan wanted to come out early (I'm tired of being pregnant lol) Carter was born at 36 weeks as well. They sent me up to L&D and I was happy that things were progressing ... TILL they called my DR.  Since I was 35 weeks and 5 days and not a FULL 36 weeks my Dr wanted to stop the contractions ( i was so mad) they said if i was 36 weeks they wouldn't have stopped them. I swear i think it was because i was there sat night, Nolan probably wouldn't come till the next day and the Dr. didn't wanna miss the Superbowl!  So i was sent home on bed rest till my next appt. :(  and the damn shot hurt more than my contractions

so Sunday comes and I try to rest but ...having a 3yr old and living on my own..there was no such thing as bedrest. The next day I woke up with cramps/contractions  that I can feel. Not painful but enough to bother me. I started timing them and they where coming every 4-5 mins. And the back pain from hell came back.. so I called my Dr's office and they told me to head over to L&D,,, and they hooked me up yet my contractions weren't consistent so they called my Dr. and he wanted to give me the shot again to stop them! thankfully the RN talked him out of it. I would have been so pissed if he gave me the shot again. I asked the nurse soooo How am i suppose to know its time to head to L & D... she said when the contractions get so bad they take your breath away.   ( I seriously wanted my epidural by then!) lol  I just hope my appt on wed goes well and I'm at least 3-4 cm. (get to have an ultrasound too) The RN said the baby looks big just by my belly size.  I don't want a 9pd baby! my cooch will never forgive me! lol.


well until next time...     please send me labor dust! lol

XOCMARIE